I couldn’t figure out why I went from being this:

To being this:

When I really just wanted to be this:

During e3 week this year I realized I was so fucking happy livetweeting the event. Then I thought about PAX Prime last year and how much fun I had just being there. Video games are the loves of my life. Somewhere along the line I let my being best friends with people that are so not gamers kind of get in the way with that. (I love them with all my heart though) I just finally realized that the fast lane was never for me. And if it is, it’s not every weekend for me. And god, sometimes it just fucking feels good to talk to people that share my passion for gaming.

Anyway this all sparked in my head after I read a little note an 8 year old me wrote behind that first photo. Video will be done soon where I talk about it. Subject matter: Changing who you are just because you’re a girl and gaming is supposed to be for guys.