Managing editor of www.twinfinite.net … NO TIME FO THIS SHIT

It’s about whether you like it.

Do what you like and be in love with every minute of it.


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“WHAT IF EVERYBODY HATES IT AND IT SUCKS?!”

And then I’m like, “I don’t give a fuck if everybody hates it.”

“BUT THEN YOU’LL HAVE FAILED AT DOING WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO.”

“If one person likes it, then I succeeded at doing what I wanted to do. If everybody hates it, then I’ll try again.”

And then I either flip a desk over like a tortured artist or eat a cookie.




Ialwaysjusteatacookie. 

Nothing. I still love life. I still love people. I still want everyone to be happy.

Oh, but wait… If you read one of the first posts… Which was just like 12 posts ago, you’ll see I’m talking about how I wanted to stop being a pussy and dive into the gaming community I’ve lurked for years. Well I did. And now I’m writing for a blog and making a webseries. Haha.

Some scary stuff happened with my dog. Some people that only plagued my life walked out of it. And some really great guys came and went.

I’m opening up more to the prospect of love. I know before I was always like “Sinnnglle agaaaiinnnnn” but…. Well it sucks I met some really amazing guys when I finally started talking to gamers online (got over my weird shyness that only exists for the internet. Still never have posted on Destructoid though.) but they all live so far.

OH! I thought I had found the perfect guy at the beginning of summer, but I was wrong because… I got bored of him. <_< So it’s really ironic as I was contemplating WHY I didn’t have feelings for that guy, realizing it was because he had no idea about games (And there was a language barrier. He didn’t understand my jokes wtf, DAS A PRAWBLEM) anyway as I was thinking about this! A really cute gamer messaged me. So that was HILARIOUS and kind of like fate telling me “Don’t settle, guuuurrrrllll.”

Uhhh what else… (Leaving out ALL THE AMAZING SHIT I DID LIKE TRAVEL EVERYWHERE AND SAVE THE WORLD because let’s face it, you should know that that’s ALWAYS happening, tumblr)

That’s basically been my mindset these last couple of months… Oh and I still want a trusty platypus.

I kind of wish I didn’t delete my other Tumblr. It was so optimistic and happy and filled with AWESOME YAMI QUOTES I’M SO GREAT.

Tumblr, you’re still too sad for me. I feel so out of place in the world with how happy I am all the time.

I know life is tough, it doesn’t mean you have to be a grumpy bitch.

I pray to fate I never get stuck with a routine.
I want to always be spontaneous. I want to always be down to do it all.

And it’s going to be amazing.

Operation “get fit because Yami won’t be lookin’ like shit if she’s going to be in a web series oh no no no” starts this week.

monodi:

So, this turned out pretty well, actually, but I must inform you that I rarely use precise measures when cooking, so here you go.

You will need:

• 1 can of tuna
• 1 pot with lid
• a bowl
• a large plate
• a pasta filter
• a fork
• a knife
• 1 Anaheim Pepper
• Salt
• Sriracha Sauce (aka “cock…

This looks amazing!

I couldn’t figure out why I went from being this:

To being this:

When I really just wanted to be this:

During e3 week this year I realized I was so fucking happy livetweeting the event. Then I thought about PAX Prime last year and how much fun I had just being there. Video games are the loves of my life. Somewhere along the line I let my being best friends with people that are so not gamers kind of get in the way with that. (I love them with all my heart though) I just finally realized that the fast lane was never for me. And if it is, it’s not every weekend for me. And god, sometimes it just fucking feels good to talk to people that share my passion for gaming.

Anyway this all sparked in my head after I read a little note an 8 year old me wrote behind that first photo. Video will be done soon where I talk about it. Subject matter: Changing who you are just because you’re a girl and gaming is supposed to be for guys.